THE LOVE FOR THE GAME
Sunday, April 18, 2010
when will i start to think for myself instead of always putting others infront of me?
where do i get this kind of habit or whatever you called it.
i don't think i get that from my parents because they are totally the opposite way from me.
and when will they start to think for others, putting themselves in others position and situation to think?
i have difficulties with my situation right now, yet i still have to think of you first.
i wonder if its your old age menopause starting to act out or what could it be?
i'm trying to cope with what and where i am now, and you are still adding on into it, making me frustrated.
i thought its going to be different this time, really different.
but it appears to be the same, the same situation as i expected when..
it clearly states that no one is able to do that.
i understand that its a normal result, and i saw you trying harder and better than others that i've met.
i appreciate it.
because this is honghui..
&forever
2:08 PM