Thursday, August 31, 2006
HAPPY TeACHERS DAY!!!
celebrated teacher's day today, had ACES talk and some short excercis without the need to stand up, cool huh. hahas, finised ACES workout followed by the games between graduating classes and teachers. for instant it was not raining so teachers called us to go down to the parade square to watch and play the games. as we are about to settle down, BIG raindrops started to fall upon us. "WALAO" that was what everybody thinking hahas.
left with no choice we walked back up to the hall again to play hand ball. it was fun, interesting and enjoyable.after the games, everybody went down to have their recess but most of the fiveones stayed in the hall. some were playing the volley ball, some were doing the stuff for the teachers.the whole hall is like ours? shiok man, with aircon some more although outside was raining heavily and it was freaking cold.
soon, the rest of the students came up to the hall for the last part of the teacher's day celebration, and that was the concert!! we all thought that it will be a nice concert, but in the end i think the concert disappointed most of us as we find it quite boring. but overall it was a fun day. gave cards to respective teachers, glad to see the expression on their faces =) felt satisfied.
after that, we went to whitesands to have our lunch there. met huihuang at the library, so we asked him to join us for lunch at the foodcourt. yes he did. when we were gone, he went back to continue with his studies he had earlier on. jia you!! study!! then went back home. didn't go out, no outings planned either, kind of bored.
my head is still giddy, pain and uncomfortable at times.
i want to play basketball on friday and saturday!! :'((
going back to the hospital on 5th september, not sure for what
doctor asked me to, hope it will be fine.
&forever
6:24 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
i felt so rushed?
anything wait after o levels?
i can't give the answer, contradiction
i'm afraid of being hurt again,
i'm afraid of relationships,
i'm afraid of love
why choose me?
i might go anytime,
i can't give love to you people for long,
choose someone else?
i'm not good enough for u all,
don't regret not to choose others when i'm gone,
gone into the thin air,
gone into another world.
why me?
&forever
4:54 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
i do a quick post.. got to go for tuition soon
had one tuition today in the morning.. after that went to em mac to study until 4pm.. reached home use computer awhile 5.30pm got one more tuition with bestie at em mac.. tuition all the time hais.. tired man.. tmr still got night class in sch till 9pm.. i'm beat.
i don't want to be the cause or part of the situation that they are having.. i'm totally in a lost i don't know what did i do.. am i spoiling it?
i'm tired of these kind of things..
meeting bestie later hahas!
&forever
4:42 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
tired day
went for cy birthday steamboat dinner ytd at marina bay, weather is already superb hot and the heat at the steamboat area add on to it.. ahhhh.. sweat flows down my cheek wipe and wipe and wipe.. had lots of meat wanna grow big with zy hahas.. lots of times where the oil kept on shoot? at us.. hahas cos me n zy put alot of butter.. ouch here ouch there.. heard screaming all around too hahas.. after dinner sang birthday song across the road to cy.. cool lors.. if its me i will be very touched hahas..
called mr ng king yong after singing the song we wanted to meet them at sentosa but he said they are in the car already.. hahas in the end he came to meet us with his wife,mr raymond ng and mdm tan.. again we sang a birthday song for mdm tan as the day before ytd was her birthday.. chatted at the bus stop for quite some time.. hahas i know its a funny place to hang out.. bus came said goodbyes to them board the bus and head for the marina bay mrt station.. decide where to go when we alighted.. then i heard one song from someone's phone nobody heard it.. i even know the title of the song but still nobody heard it.. so we quickly leave that 'spooky' place and walked to the mrt station.. as we were walking the song followed me and still nobody heard it only me!! damn it!! scary lors.. then when we are in the mrt.. piggy took out her hp then we all realised that the song came from her phone!! i really heard it but nobody does.. hahas i'm relieved!! ahhhh... shocked..
anyways we decide to went home.. mrt was crowded although it is 11pm++ going 12am.. met shu an in the train.. didn't send piggy home sorry if i didn't insist in sending u home.. reached pasir ris then we know that we boarded the last train... phew.. rushed for our bus cos afraid that there is no more bus in service.. took the same bus as bestie and her bf.. hope she found her real happiness =)
TODAY
still tired day
hahas.. woke up at 11am despite sleeping at 2am ytd, cleaned my room change bedsheets.. troublesome... did some work.. watched dvd at around 3++ watched the 'when a stranger calls' nice movie.. then went down for bball after quite some time it started to rain.. went under the void deck to wait for the rain to stop.. accident happen.. ball hit me.. nose bled dripped on the floor i don't even know until i saw blood on the floor.. first time nose bleed.. nose swell abit.. i tot it was fine after it stop bleeding so we continued playing as the rain have stop.. but when i was playing something in the back of my head hurts.. its internal so i don't what it is but its very painful.. lied down at the bbal court for awhile.. i tot the whole bball time will be spoilt.. but later jeryl came followed by ren ze... nice game through out..
got to go for brain scan.. it hurts.. afraid to know whats the outcome..
my brain or head got abit of problem.. so if the report comes out showing anything negative.. i rather die..
home now.. skipped dinner..
got to sleep early as my heads hurts abit.. the feeling is weird..
tmr still got 2 tuition.. hais.
&forever
10:48 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
nv use computer ytd cos went to changi meridian hotel for dinner in the italian restaurant..
got training ytd.. for the upcoming match.. in a contradiction situation whether to train or not to.. got some difficulties.. sorry
played tough ytd... yes fell down again.. what to do so many big guys out there..
can't play well ytd... unable to cut through opponents well.. hais
after that around 8++ went to the hotel to have dinner.. after our dinner we went to the cafe or lounge or bar to drink... wanna be drunk to the maximum.. drunk all my sorrows down! hais... if only she was there for me..
reached home around 12.45am? watch tv for 15mins.. cannot take it anymore cos head was dizzy so went to sleep..
please come back to meee... i need you
&forever
12:48 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
took bus 403 alone today, wenbin woke up late i think thats why he can't make it in time to meet me.. its ok.. played some basketball today during pe lessons... headed back to class after pe for chemistry... slacked through out the lessons.. hees
had some sexuality talk today during assembly ... some parts of the talk is funny.. hahas.. ate lunch in school.. waited till 3.30pm for the oral practice in the ava room by some VJC girls and teachers? ended at about 4.45pm then walked to whitesands library to with wenbin alvin and zhengyi.. met gavin at whitesands then went library to return books to liz.. after that meet me and wenbin meet my mother then went home together...
watch the 9pm show then now using computer... damn pissed off with XM fuck! not my fault then scold me all those vulgar words... ah feel like shouting..
&forever
10:22 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
MY ANKLE HURTS!!! arghhhhhh... pain pain pain..
omg!! hebe!! don't what to say about her... just perfect?
&forever
5:43 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
don't feel like waking up for school today, hell tired and my sickness make me feel like sleeping, head damn pain but in the end force myself to wake up, went to school =)
lessons were alright today, quite relaxing during CME period we went to computer lab 4. quickly done our things we need to do then we are free to use the computer, so all of us surf the web i think. hahas
when school ended, walked out of the computer lab feeling so moody le. hais funny feeling don't know why. walked to whitesands with the guys, bought ice cream. ate lunch at whitesands foodcourt after that went home.
moooooddy day!! someone cheer me up!! hais!
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&forever
5:10 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
TIRED DAY
had tuition today, but before teacher came i need to rush to clean my room and change bedsheet again. sians ah. went to eat lunch with wenhua after my tuition, ytd he said can play bball today de in the end need to company girlfriend hais always like that. getting used to it.
went down for bball at around 4.45pm lots of people start to come down in the end no choice but to split 16 people 4vs4 on both half courts. after that played full court matches with the phillipino(think i spelled wrong x]) anyway fell down quite alot of times today, got banged, sandwiched, hit, pushed all kinds of things. nice game today, shagged.
went to have dinner with wenhua wenbin jonathan and grunch, chatted while eating hahas grunch was funny xp. after dinner grunch and wenbin went home, jonathan suggest to talk under my block with wenhua. soon krystel called me ask where am i? surprised that she called hahas then she joined us under my block too, for awhile only then we companied her to the coffee shop to buy coffee for her father.
piggy always messaged me about the handsome guy and cute guy, so many guy which one? she always look at guys around her whenever she is outside, hahas.
gonna be tired nowadays, tuition all around, tmr i still have one, then just have one new POA tuition introduced by piggy. soo mannnyy... ahhhh dying soon
O LEVEL SUCKS!!!
&forever
10:35 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
MOTHER TONGUE O LEVEL RESULT
took back the results today, felt nervous went we were in the auditorium, alot of people have high expectation for my chinese results, i myself too =)
but i was disappointed as i only got B3 it sucks man. yahs i going to resit for the paper again. so must study hard.
went to the reading room to study in the evening, glad that piggy came too x)
her perfume was damn strong but it was nice =) filled the whole room with her perfume hahas. ask me to take picture with her. sorry if its not nice cos i always ugly x] take again another time yahs?
jonathan did not studied at all instead he went to play carpark catching with the rest of our friends soon alvin wenhua and wenbin followed too, but don't know what happen wenbin did not play and he came back to the reading room. after that we left the cc. sent piggy to the bus stop but something cocked up, don't feel like mentioning. felt so guilty for leaving her alone at the bus stop when it was already so late in the night =( but luckily she reached home safely.
hope tmr i will be able to play bball already. the competition is getting nearer but i didn't even start to train with the rest of the team mates properly, wtf.
we've got the same spects!! hahas
xDxDxD
&forever
10:44 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
problems started to settled and clear one by one
relieved right now.
had 2 tuition today, that was real stressed espcially when i was having maths tuition. had scolding from teacher and mother cos i was not concentrating as i was thinking and worried about those problems. hais terrible life i have.
*star* is going back to normal, everything will be alright. i settled it once again, and got hurt once again, getting used to it.
today got so called training for the competition!! i was informed in the very last minute wth. how am i going to make it, its too late for me to make it. and anyway i was sick, have not recover fully yet but i must recover soon for this SUNDAY!!! one of the competition is on this SUNDAY OMG!! excited!!(erm some problems heard someone said this sunday match is cancelled)
after ytd's outing, i felt something missing beside me!! hahas and that is you!!xD
&forever
11:25 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
NATIONAL DAY PERFORMANCE WAS HELD TODAY
reached school at 6.30am which means i need to wake up at around 5.45am to prepare, and that makes me tired like shit. school was pitched dark when we arrived, but many people were there already. arranged chairs at the parade square and the hall.
performance then start off, overall quite a nice performance, ended early too around 9.15am to 9.30am? i think.
had an outing today, thought it will be a good one as this is kind of the first time we all together go out with teachers some more. enjoyed first half of the programmes today, but later when he came i felt uncomfortable already. reasons are becos i can't be too close to ***** as it will spoil our friendship.
we quarrelled for about 1 week? i donn wanna talk to him cos he admit that he showed me attitude for 2 days and he apologise but i don wanna talk to him cos i want to let him know that just becos of ***** can ruin our close friendship? wtf is this? he don have a strong trust with one another? i also know that he is kind of jealous that she is very close to me or why we can be that close but not him? this kind of things need time to develop the feelings between each other is not started at a moment. he continued show me attitude today infact the whole day, walk as if he wanna fight. hais i'm also damn dissappointed in what he had said that hurts. don't know what to do. i treasure ***** very much, i treasure him as a friend alot too, and now i'm stucked in the middle?!
i tot i will feel better when we meet them later as i know she will console me or talk to me to cheer me up, but things cocked up and ended the other way round which is worst of the worst. hais, i miss her but.... =(
think i need to start to avoid her now hais donno what to do, i don want to but got no choice i can't bear to avoid either but... so.. sorry yahs?
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&forever
11:16 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
hello
did not blog ytd cos not feeling well.
I'M SICK!!! ahhhhhh!!! cough bad flu sore throat fever ulcer all kinds of shit!!
feeling so uncomfortable man!!
my aunt came my house today in the morning, chatted for awhile watch tv
actually 2pm got tuition, later teacher postpone it to national day hahas.
so wait for my mother to buy lunch for me from ELIAS MALL, took a long time man.
after eating my lunch, went down to the room to meet wenhua, his gf and jon.
stayed in the room till 4.45 then go to bball court. so little people when we were there. wenbin then meet us at the court after that is alvin. krystel then called me say she going out hais. always like that go out with her bf. hahas
about 6pm then people started to come down so we played. later we can see dark clouds above us then it started to rain. but for awhile only.
so we went to the room for the time being, then we ate our dinner.
after that we played block catching, lame right i know.
tired man.
after the game end, we went to take our bags and headed to the bball court again.
people playing full court. DA was there too. we played full court with them too, but for awhile only then the light suddenly off. oh man!!
then all of us sat at the bball court to chat till about 10.15pm then we leave.
came home bathe. mother bought me levis jeans quite nice.
then use computer play maple and now i'm here blogging.
gonna end here cos i'm sick!! and tired.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
somebody company me sms. hees
!!
&forever
12:14 AM
