THE LOVE FOR THE GAME

Monday, November 30, 2009

God's Creation.

i just got hurt, so innocently.

i'm born like that, you can't change what you are born with.
unless you went for some surgery or scientific shit to change yourself.

my long seen primary school mate chose not to be friends with me,
because of my voice, she commented on my voice.
plus, saying disliking me because of my voice..

now, how do/will i feel?
anybody there? no.

i'm sorry to those people around me, if you find my voice a burden.
you can choose not to be friends with me and not knowing me.

it hurts.

friends asking me, why i don't have a gf?

i don't really know how to answer. sorry.
but, i answered with, different people born differently,
and maybe i'm borned to be like that.

then, they start comparing,
even this this this got gf,
but me, don't even have one.

haha, smile, because its hurtful.
but its alright.

because this is the fucked up, honghui.

&forever
12:01 AM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

stop bugging, because it ain't gonna work.
get over it, because its for your own good.
i'm at the balcony, looking down at everything.
while you are the the ground floor, without knowing where am i,
watching you and your every little movement, because we know..

laughing stock, its useless and you gotta know you are just deceiving yourself.

&forever
2:15 AM

i think, i will be at one of the mrt stations, sitting on some chair,
doing some things, to get money from passer-by, like those old people we saw,
with me having one missing ankle. officially, became handicapped.

don't think anyone will come see me or give me money loh.
my left ankle, cannot make it.

MRI scan on 10/12.

Caramel Frappe.
funny to the core, lol.
visited mandyy at work, with this drink, haha.
its just a cup, but like got many obstacles.

i like the feeling of being at the airport.
because i felt that i'm going away already. haha
nice.

kwonyuri.

&forever
1:25 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

yes, i earned my 3 days off, total 9 days.

book in soon, but will be out on tuesday.

i have a block leave at the end of dec till 3rd of jan, but some stupid

general temporary placed a live firing on 26dec, wth.

1st Asia World Tour Concert!

but will not be in singapore, zzz.

i found out that i have a thing for not slim girl, lol.

i prefer those meaty kind, like park bom. hehe

&forever
7:53 PM

Monday, November 09, 2009

i was supposed to have a long and nice weekend this week.
but it turns out to be a super tiring one.

i found out that my computer was down on friday after i book out and reached home.
was so depressed and moody, kept calling people to ask if they know how to remedy it.

to my last resort, i sent it to ws challenger on sat for $64 repairing cost.
and my whole computer was reformatted, therefore i have to burn nights, to get back my stuff and programs in my computer.

my sister was the culprit for what had happened to my computer, f up.

i'm on leave on monday and tuesday which is today and tmr.
we are not supposed to book in on tuesday because we are having the mobilization activation call on wed in some random timing and we have to rush back to camp within 2 hours.

i'm quite tight on cash because i lent quite alot of it to some of my friends, so now i'm just waiting for them to return me..

i miss snsd.

&forever
6:01 PM

Sunday, November 01, 2009

i went to whitesands yesterday, and i felt so happy when i saw snsd in those computers at the roadshow :D

challenger and courts always play snsd videos in the computers, haha.
Gee & Tell Me Your Wish.

i kept saying omg omg, when i saw them in the computers, LOL.
you won't know how it felt to see them getting advertise in singapore or something. haha

fighting man.

&forever
7:31 PM