THE LOVE FOR THE GAME

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

i'm having my 1 week block leave right now.

its not going to be a happy week for me..

i guess i'm just a failure, fail to lead and teach.
my good intentions were seen as bad ones.
or maybe i execute the wrong way, therefore problems occur.

but i just don't understand how can that be, because
i've been through and done that, the same way, even in a worst phase.

i admit i have very high expectations for myself and also for you both.

but is it wrong to have high expectations for you both, when i know you both can do more than what you are doing. just that you both need some pushing.

i did put myself in your shoes once in awhile, but what about you guys?

you think about it yourself, and ask if you are suppose to be in this standard,
because you are able to be in a higher level.

why would i waste my time on people if i know they can't make it.
from the bottom of your heart, honestly feel and ask yourself, if you really did made alot of mistakes.

in this situation, there is no right.
both of us are wrong, and have faults.

anyway, sorry.

moodless without any soul.

&forever
3:25 PM

Thursday, March 05, 2009

I'M BACK FROM FIELD CAMP AT TEKONG!!
weee.. finally this is over. i'm just left with 24km.

the 5D4N is ......

got home sick, heat rash, knee injury, back pain at one go. lol

can't wait to meet up with friends, and waiting for the IT fair to arrive next week,
thats when i can get myself a mp3 too, argh.

gonna catch Marley & Me!
waited for this show since last year dec.

He's Just Not That Into You!
&
Push!

when when when?

&forever
10:19 AM