Monday, November 27, 2006
SICK
had been working at suntec's expo hall 404 for the past three days.
i've learnt alot of things, although its a tough job, and it hurts me knee, but overall i still enjoy it very much.
at first, i was nervous cos it is my first time doing this, but i've made alot of friends.
mostly is friends which are older than me, cos they are from TP, hahas.
i felt quite secure after getting to know mabel, serene & joelle.
they took care of me, especially mabel, she kept asking me if my knee was alright, kept asking me to sit down and have a rest, but i didn't rest for long cos i want to help her if not she will be doing things alone.
serene also did show concern towards me, hahas, she so funny lah, always make me laugh, she also took good care of me.
i like them ><, cos they are like my elder sister.
as fo joelle, she always chat with me, talk alot of things, hahas.
they are nice lah.
woke up today and found myself having fever, damn it.
wanted to get ready to go to work, but i got stunned for a moment thinking today got work? hahas, blur me, ytd is the last day we are working at REPC.
felt so empty when not working with them, the feeling is weird, i think i miss them, hahas, cos they are so nice lah.
shall meet up together for lunch or movie, wenbin wants it too okays, we both miss you all, but it shall be after your exams. i've got no picture, you all take with you handphone and camera, nv give us some, hahas.
knees are hurting
fever is killing
match is arriving
what should i be doing?
and we will be winning!
&forever
9:49 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
hais
why like that?
i'm feeling forlorn.
don't piss me off if not thats it for you.
only stupid people give stupid comments ok.
so stop it before matter gets worst, and when it is worst,
it will not just come from me, but from the both of us!
i'm feeling weird.
working for the standard chartered marathon.
last year had a job with some unforgettable memories.
this time? i think it will create another one too, hais
later when we are not working anymore, will be so unbearable.
thanks for taking care of me when we are working together =)
how i wish
but...
its just a 'wish'
&forever
12:33 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
alright. here is my latest blog, hahas.
sorry for not updating, cos my fingers are quite painful when type alot, due to some burns.
finally, the day arrived, come to an end of secondary school life.
have a break from stressful exam period, keep away from books.
but. althought o levels are over, i have a feeling that we still have next paper on the next following days........
the feeling is so....
just don't know why, i can't enjoy properly, maybe might need some holidays to warm up? wenbin also thinks that way.
the match is getting nearer, but wenbin jonathan and wenhua just get play properly. i felt that we all deproved, due to the exams.
do some of them know how important this match is to us? can they buck up real soon? i tried to help you all, full replacement of all mistakes made on court. but i'm not a superman, my knees are faulty, so please, please help me.
3 days time
gonna miss you terribly
&forever
10:16 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
what is friendship?
one that can make hurtful comments, without considering how i feel?
just makes you feel satisfied after saying?
i really don't know what to say to you when you said all those comments, so the only thing i can do now is to avoid you when i'm talking.
have you ever put yourself in my shoe? everybody have different roles to play in their life, and i'm always the middle person in both of the groups, and i'm like the negotiater or mediator?
actually i thought of talking to you again, but do you think its right for me to do so? in the first place why me? why not the rest who gets this shit? if i talk to you again, it will be like the past then wait for quite some time and gets back to normal?
why don't you go reflect yourself or think clearly what are you actually doing? i'm not lecturing you or something, i'm just saying all these to try to make you be a better person. the other guys don't give a damn about this, and as for me, i'm the one who is always doing this.
i'm only a human, merely human. i have enough problems to settle. and as for this, i think its unneccesary, please, please help me take this load off.
must you wait for me to past away and go on to another world then you can start knowing what is you mistake? what have you done wrong? if really works this way, i shall give it all to you. i don't what else can i do to make you happy, make you satisfied with your life. maybe i shouldn't appear in this 1989 year? i don't what you are thinking, maybe we are in different year, i'm trying my best to understand all of you, understand the needs from all of you. but, who understands mine?
i really don't know what to say and do.
and i don't know of all million people in singapore, why me?
i killed you in your previous life? i owe it to you?
fine then now you shall take my life all you want.
&forever
11:55 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
5th November 2006
happy birthday my dearest bestie!! XD
actually i post this blog on the actual day exactly at 12am, but that day the blogger got problem, damn it. ruined my plan. sorry for this late post yea?
gave you that present hope you like it, manage to get it earlier hahas.
that person still say its the last one, that was close!
but compared to his, mine is nothing big lah huh, so fortunate of you to be able to get such a cools present from him.
still, happy birthday!! don't think you can enjoy much on your birthday cos its so near to O Levels. its ok i think we will celebrate after everything is over yea, then you shall enjoy to the fullest. =)
take care lots
love you lots
miss you lots
happy birthday!!
hahas
&forever
1:16 PM
Friday, November 03, 2006
O LEVELS
is it a blessing or torture?
my left knee is hurting badly, and it is hurting even more often. damn it.
i've go no time to go back to that clinic as he told me to in one week's time.
went to downtown's burger king as usual to study, but we just couldn't concentrate that much. we envy people carrying lots of stuff preparing to check in to their chalet and their fun begins. its like busted-ing us loh. hahas.
went for POA tuition at Elias Mall mac, its a special one cos mandy, liz, candice and me were there, yes the four of us. hahas
sent sotongg to the bus stop, talk quite alot while walking and waiting for the bus. hahas. (check the bus driver) lols! (with those funny action of checking the driver)
having social studies with mrs koh tmr.
hope we are really having it, unlike ytd wasted trip, hahas. but it was fun.
alot alot of peeps are going tmr, thats is surprising too, hahas!!
my kneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
hopeless legs i have yea?
&forever
11:33 PM
