Wednesday, December 23, 2009
that's not the right way to care,
fuck the word family.
i'm a person who don't show anxious-ness about stuffs.
such a pathetic family that says i don't look like i care about it at all,
just because i don't show it on the face.
even my camp mates know how i'm like,
even my sergeants who ord, wrote a letter to me saying my personality,
knows how i express myself.
the reverse phsycology way works for me in domestic affairs.
the more you irritate and bug me, the more i don't feel like seeing you or coming home.
so good luck, because you both are going thr this method in getting me.
i'm totally irritated, vex about my injuries plus surgery,
because honestly, i'm afraid.
and there you are beside me, nagging and saying ridiculous stuff.
you brought up the instand noodle shit again, and i stopped what i'm doing immediately,
and tell you nicely, i don't want to talk about this.
but you take it for granted, too bad.
i need someone..
to company me.
&forever
11:31 PM