THE LOVE FOR THE GAME

Friday, December 18, 2009

一直等一个人等了很久

from those past injuries,
whenever i sprained my ankle or injured during games,
i could stand up and continue the game with the pain.

this time,
when i got injured,
i lied down on the spot,
unable to talk,
medic came rushing, sweats sliding down with fist clenched.
and people had to carry me off the court.

sprained both of my ankle 15 times,
no matter which chinese doctor i go,
it doesn't hurt that much.

this time, knee injury,
went to chinese doctor, 7 needles,
after some time, took out the needles and do the treatment.
i shouted, in the clinic,
grabbing my phone, that crushing it by one hand is not a problem.
i almost, almost black out from the pain.
i told the doctor, i can't, i can't go furthur.
he told me, you have to bear the pain,
but the pain is.. extraordinary.

that is the first time i shouted for my injuries,
imagine. think. why.

father talked to me, in a serious tone.
asking me to end my basketball career,
because i got injured many times that is uncountable.
i know how will i be when i'm old.
rheumatism is going to be my everyday thing, and much more to come.

end it? how is this possible?

&forever
12:01 AM