nonsense domestic affairs.

i don't really appreciate the comfort of having a family, i prefer being alone then having a family for companionship, because i have zero tolerance towards my family. i get irritated or pissed of easily by them.

its just, things don't go right with them around, kind of different lifestyle from parents.
i love having meals with friends, but i dread having meals with parents, i don't know why. i don't have the appetite when i'm going dinner with parents.

i love 8am - 6pm without father coming home from work in between this time and with mother at work.
i love 10.30pm - 1am where i can enjoy my quiet night in my chilling room without parents coming in to my room.

to conclude, i dislike 6pm -10pm, where most probably they will be around.


wish to just skipped this routine, and reach the age of 20+, where i'm able to rent an apartment for myself, working and studying at the same time or so. where friends can simply come.


sigh, but still, all ships have problems.
why they name it ship?
i guess its because every ship has its obstacle, and the obstacle is when they are on the sea, having those rough waves coming by now and then. and this is to see how we are going to handle when there is rough waves.

yes, after getting through rough waves together as a whole crew on board, the crew or team would have stronger bond. but what if some crews don't cooperate?



ah, just some of my thoughts in my room with dim lights and bossa nova music.
the place where i can talk or vent some of my unhappiness in,
when there is no one to listen to you.
the lack of something.






kbox?
shake head, because i don't think it will be successful.

get a new life