THE LOVE FOR THE GAME

Saturday, December 09, 2006

went to get christmas presents today, aunties and uncles sponsor us with a limited budget. but if there is a need my mother will pay the extras.
manage to get quite alot of things, sounds great but i felt superbly moody cos i'm very worried, worried sick.

in the end, seperated from my relatives, went to vivo the get my shoes and took a cab back alone.

was not myself ytd, some things happened.
i took all the blow, and on top of that just one chinese word and it makes me worst.
no, i'm not like that before, its becos of the things that happened before you mention that word, so its not your fault.
rained in my room ytd, i can't control, too many things come to me in one shot, burst out, break down, all kinds,
but i've to stay strong, to apologise to you, cos i'm the one at fault, looking trouble for you, adding it to your burden.
you should not apologise to me, there is no need to for you to do so, cos you did nothing wrong.

i'm sorry Mandy,
thousands of apologies

i'm really do hope to continue to be bfs withing each other, 100% no misunderstanding, purely bfs, i don't wanna seek for relationships too, you know why and you know it best. i can't recover in time from the previous relationship.
its too deep, way too deep.

hope you are willing to forgive me.
i'm guilty...

lastly thanks for those who helped me with my tag.
maybe i'm unlucky, thanks for lightening my load off.

&forever
11:29 PM