THE LOVE FOR THE GAME

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

NATIONAL DAY PERFORMANCE WAS HELD TODAY

reached school at 6.30am which means i need to wake up at around 5.45am to prepare, and that makes me tired like shit. school was pitched dark when we arrived, but many people were there already. arranged chairs at the parade square and the hall.

performance then start off, overall quite a nice performance, ended early too around 9.15am to 9.30am? i think.

had an outing today, thought it will be a good one as this is kind of the first time we all together go out with teachers some more. enjoyed first half of the programmes today, but later when he came i felt uncomfortable already. reasons are becos i can't be too close to ***** as it will spoil our friendship.

we quarrelled for about 1 week? i donn wanna talk to him cos he admit that he showed me attitude for 2 days and he apologise but i don wanna talk to him cos i want to let him know that just becos of ***** can ruin our close friendship? wtf is this? he don have a strong trust with one another? i also know that he is kind of jealous that she is very close to me or why we can be that close but not him? this kind of things need time to develop the feelings between each other is not started at a moment. he continued show me attitude today infact the whole day, walk as if he wanna fight. hais i'm also damn dissappointed in what he had said that hurts. don't know what to do. i treasure ***** very much, i treasure him as a friend alot too, and now i'm stucked in the middle?!

i tot i will feel better when we meet them later as i know she will console me or talk to me to cheer me up, but things cocked up and ended the other way round which is worst of the worst. hais, i miss her but.... =(
think i need to start to avoid her now hais donno what to do, i don want to but got no choice i can't bear to avoid either but... so.. sorry yahs?

sadsotongboii
=( =(

&forever
11:16 PM