honghui

2010-04-20T11:00:00.000+08:00

2010-04-18T14:08:00.002+08:00

when will i start to think for myself instead of always putting others infront of me?
where do i get this kind of habit or whatever you called it.
i don't think i get that from my parents because they are totally the opposite way from me.
and when will they start to think for others, putting themselves in others position and situation to think?

i have difficulties with my situation right now, yet i still have to think of you first.
i wonder if its your old age menopause starting to act out or what could it be?
i'm trying to cope with what and where i am now, and you are still adding on into it, making me frustrated.

i thought its going to be different this time, really different.
but it appears to be the same, the same situation as i expected when..
it clearly states that no one is able to do that.
i understand that its a normal result, and i saw you trying harder and better than others that i've met.
i appreciate it.

because this is honghui..

2010-03-23T22:43:00.001+08:00

nothing but why?

2010-02-06T11:52:00.003+08:00

i don't understand this.
chris paul has injured his left knee, meniscus tear.
will be back on court playing in about a month's time.
what is this? so quick?

how is his case different from mine?
except that i haven't complete my acl surgery, maybe that's the issue?
but even so, that's alittle too fast for him to get back to the court, in a month's time.
where else, mine takes a year's time.

2010-02-04T09:32:00.000+08:00

the one who starts and the one who ends. haha

2010-02-04T00:01:00.003+08:00

ROAR!! copied from wenbin.

from the time i started following, i've already know that you realised i'm following. lol
you're not the only one.

following for gossiping? that wasn't my intention.
i was going to begin going back to normal friends with you, just looking and seeing how is your
everyday life.
but, ...

anyway, i'm glad i tried.
if you want to react that way, there's nothing i can do.

"suan lerh loh." like what wenbin said.

assumption? accusing?

2010-02-03T00:31:00.002+08:00

class95 fm says, girls love to cuddle and talk about it on the bed after sex, but guys wouldn't like it, because their body is sweaty sticky and smelly. guys will want to take a bath after sex, this would let girls having the wrong idea. haha.

they advice to let the guys go and take a bath and catch their ball games on tv, and can get back to cuddling them on bed after an hour or two.

feels so..
watching friends having a car of their own, one by one.
sigh, and they are mostly girls.
wonder who will be the first guy to get his own car.

i love listening to class95 love songs all the while every weekday, from 9pm onwards!
best to listen it in the car while driving, but..

they are talking about tentric sex? i'm not sure if i spelled correctly.
don't know what is it, haha.

glad to think that i'm able to go out on sunday with bros without crutches.
and i'm able to attend alvin's bday too!

2010-01-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

there are days, every now and again i pretend
i'm okay but that's not what gets me
what hurts most, was being so close

song - what hurts most.

2010-01-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

just came back from a family meeting at tan tock seng hospital.
grandpa was hospitalised.
he was a special one, a fit grandpa, thats what the doctor says when he first saw him.
fit as in, his body is fit, not those thin type, because he always sail out to the sea and catch piles of fish when he was young, fisherman, that was his job.

but somehow, he have problems to pee.
and diagnosis came out with an outcome, that is to go for operation.
so we had a meeting, with the whole Hung family.

but when i sit aside, quietly observe grandpa's facial expression,
when my uncle is explaining to him, its so disheartening.

FUCK IT

why do you think i'm just playing with every single words i'm saying out of my mouth?
there's time to play, and time to be serious.
you think i'm a toy to let you have fun, and at the same time me busying entertaining you?
you just can't differentiate when i'm serious and when i'm playing.

i've been keeping it for quite some time.
but, it turns out to be totally different.
it gets worst as time goes by.

this feeling is like..
getting accused, i'm effing hate the feeling of being accused.
i flared up to the max when i'm accused.

about that matter, i can't do anything because people thinks i'm joking 24/7.
just felt like bursting into tears.

2010-01-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

As Drew Carter said after rehabbing his torn ACL: "The thing about it that people forget is that torn ACLs don't really take your speed away." said Carter. "Speed doesn't come from your knees. It comes from your hamstrings. It comes from your quad, your hips. So basically, my speed never went away. It was just a matter of getting my knees stronger. "

Honghui likes this.

2010-01-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

我走过的孤独很黑，
剩余不尽的孤独，
活着但我不存在。

2010-01-07T02:57:00.002+08:00

thought that it wouldn't happen,
praying everytime that we will come back,
together, with different playing styles.
its like a dream, dreaming for such a wonderful outcome.

will it really happen this time?
its my dream, but i can't believe it.

2010-01-05T01:11:00.003+08:00

seriously, i find myself weird because i kind of miss army.
as in, training in outfield, urban areas, going for mission, and 'chiong sua'.
lol, think 99% of the ppl in camp now is feeling totally the opposite way. haha

i will be at home everyday i guess, that's kind of bored.
i want to watch movie! but crutches to cinema is kind of weird too. lol.
how?

i think about going to india for training, will be pending for me.
i don't mind going actually.

i should get a hair cut before going for surgery!
going to get a hair cut with crutches is weird too, zzz.

more dance performance for snsd please...
i kind of dislike hyoyeon when she dances alone, and gets all the ppl saying that she is the dancing queen, its like totlally nonsense. because she is like really anyhow dancing la, its not nice to watch her dance at all.
kind of irritated by her.

dinner on wed (:
what would it be?

2009-12-31T00:29:00.001+08:00

and here it is, will be having my surgery at 0730.
on new year eve, its hard to elaborate how i feel.

haha, its ok, smile.

2009-12-30T01:52:00.001+08:00

listen to my heartbeat,
its uncomplete, without the bounce of a ball.

2009-12-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

that's not the right way to care,
fuck the word family.

i'm a person who don't show anxious-ness about stuffs.
such a pathetic family that says i don't look like i care about it at all,
just because i don't show it on the face.
even my camp mates know how i'm like,
even my sergeants who ord, wrote a letter to me saying my personality,
knows how i express myself.

the reverse phsycology way works for me in domestic affairs.
the more you irritate and bug me, the more i don't feel like seeing you or coming home.
so good luck, because you both are going thr this method in getting me.

i'm totally irritated, vex about my injuries plus surgery,
because honestly, i'm afraid.
and there you are beside me, nagging and saying ridiculous stuff.
you brought up the instand noodle shit again, and i stopped what i'm doing immediately,
and tell you nicely, i don't want to talk about this.
but you take it for granted, too bad.

i need someone..
to company me.

2009-12-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

irritating la god damn it.
should not let my mother know what the doctor said.
doc said there is a small lump in my ankle, thats is why its causing pain and restrict movement.
it should be a sports injury, instead of those cancer lump stuff.

my mother heard lump, paranoid like end of world.
she just condeem it as cancer kind of lump, asking me stop eating instand noodles and all.
ridiculous. irritated.

F it.

2009-12-20T23:46:00.004+08:00

hahaha!

whose work place?! hahaha.

this magical ball can transform one ok!

the swelling seems to get bigger, don't know why.

22nd NUH

23rd CGH

SNSD concert!

yuri was so nice to wear the dance outfit.

i so want to see that dance performance! and everything.

quickkkk

2009-12-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

一直等一个人等了很久

from those past injuries,
whenever i sprained my ankle or injured during games,
i could stand up and continue the game with the pain.

this time,
when i got injured,
i lied down on the spot,
unable to talk,
medic came rushing, sweats sliding down with fist clenched.
and people had to carry me off the court.

sprained both of my ankle 15 times,
no matter which chinese doctor i go,
it doesn't hurt that much.

this time, knee injury,
went to chinese doctor, 7 needles,
after some time, took out the needles and do the treatment.
i shouted, in the clinic,
grabbing my phone, that crushing it by one hand is not a problem.
i almost, almost black out from the pain.
i told the doctor, i can't, i can't go furthur.
he told me, you have to bear the pain,
but the pain is.. extraordinary.

that is the first time i shouted for my injuries,
imagine. think. why.

father talked to me, in a serious tone.
asking me to end my basketball career,
because i got injured many times that is uncountable.
i know how will i be when i'm old.
rheumatism is going to be my everyday thing, and much more to come.

end it? how is this possible?

2009-12-12T00:37:00.003+08:00

how i wish i'm claire from heroes,
and my leg wouldn't be a problem.

i won't be able to sleep for nights, due to the pain.
today in camp, woke up at 5.30am first thing is to ask my friend
bring me my painkiller. what a breakfast.

who will be there for me and to company me in the middle of the night?

i don't think i will step out of the house with those crutches of mine.

oh no, nothing to read already..

2009-12-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

its good that you have read it (:

2009-11-30T00:01:00.003+08:00

God's Creation.

i just got hurt, so innocently.

i'm born like that, you can't change what you are born with.
unless you went for some surgery or scientific shit to change yourself.

my long seen primary school mate chose not to be friends with me,
because of my voice, she commented on my voice.
plus, saying disliking me because of my voice..

now, how do/will i feel?
anybody there? no.

i'm sorry to those people around me, if you find my voice a burden.
you can choose not to be friends with me and not knowing me.

it hurts.

friends asking me, why i don't have a gf?

i don't really know how to answer. sorry.
but, i answered with, different people born differently,
and maybe i'm borned to be like that.

then, they start comparing,
even this this this got gf,
but me, don't even have one.

haha, smile, because its hurtful.
but its alright.

because this is the fucked up, honghui.

2009-11-29T02:15:00.003+08:00

stop bugging, because it ain't gonna work.
get over it, because its for your own good.
i'm at the balcony, looking down at everything.
while you are the the ground floor, without knowing where am i,
watching you and your every little movement, because we know..

laughing stock, its useless and you gotta know you are just deceiving yourself.

2009-11-29T01:25:00.002+08:00

i think, i will be at one of the mrt stations, sitting on some chair,
doing some things, to get money from passer-by, like those old people we saw,
with me having one missing ankle. officially, became handicapped.

don't think anyone will come see me or give me money loh.
my left ankle, cannot make it.

MRI scan on 10/12.

Caramel Frappe.
funny to the core, lol.
visited mandyy at work, with this drink, haha.
its just a cup, but like got many obstacles.

i like the feeling of being at the airport.
because i felt that i'm going away already. haha
nice.

kwonyuri.

2009-11-22T19:53:00.003+08:00

yes, i earned my 3 days off, total 9 days.

book in soon, but will be out on tuesday.

i have a block leave at the end of dec till 3rd of jan, but some stupid

general temporary placed a live firing on 26dec, wth.

1st Asia World Tour Concert!

but will not be in singapore, zzz.

i found out that i have a thing for not slim girl, lol.

i prefer those meaty kind, like park bom. hehe

2009-11-09T18:01:00.002+08:00

i was supposed to have a long and nice weekend this week.
but it turns out to be a super tiring one.

i found out that my computer was down on friday after i book out and reached home.
was so depressed and moody, kept calling people to ask if they know how to remedy it.

to my last resort, i sent it to ws challenger on sat for $64 repairing cost.
and my whole computer was reformatted, therefore i have to burn nights, to get back my stuff and programs in my computer.

my sister was the culprit for what had happened to my computer, f up.

i'm on leave on monday and tuesday which is today and tmr.
we are not supposed to book in on tuesday because we are having the mobilization activation call on wed in some random timing and we have to rush back to camp within 2 hours.

i'm quite tight on cash because i lent quite alot of it to some of my friends, so now i'm just waiting for them to return me..

i miss snsd.

2009-11-01T19:31:00.003+08:00

i went to whitesands yesterday, and i felt so happy when i saw snsd in those computers at the roadshow :D

challenger and courts always play snsd videos in the computers, haha.
Gee & Tell Me Your Wish.

i kept saying omg omg, when i saw them in the computers, LOL.
you won't know how it felt to see them getting advertise in singapore or something. haha

fighting man.

2009-10-24T02:20:00.003+08:00

shut the fuck up, asshole.

different people live their life differently, so stop asking me to 'get a life la, get a real life' when i talked about snsd, fuck head.
when you assume that how you live your life is that great by going to zouk every weekend, drinking, dancing and grinding other girls on the dance floor.
plus trying to get girls and spread your love to many.
when the main idea in you is to get sex.

you can say other things, but somehow you love to bring snsd into the situation and i will retaliate due to that, thats too bad, you got the wrong choice.

i wanna cool down, i'm losing it.

although it is in another language, but somehow it appears more importantly and meaningful with them. this time, i guess its just now that simple liking or just being a normal fan kind.
its with a unique feeling, very undescribable, towards them.

me and some of my friends have to watch their videos every night before we go to sleep in camp, by doing it in our psp. i can tear for them just by watching chocolate or dear mom (en) over and over again. i don't expect everyone to understand why, but at least, keep your mouth shut.

fuckyou.

i have to find ways to get them with me when i'm leaving for india
in mid feb. lets, elope, haha.

i didn't did that you to ok mandy, haha. you horny chick.
i see something from you that you can't see or realize it yourself (:

2009-10-23T21:00:00.003+08:00

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

the white ones.
haha, quite true actually. not bad, mandy.

2009-10-04T16:52:00.002+08:00

sick sick sick.

hope i die halfway during my mission this week.

fuck la, i don't want to go back to camp.

i want to stay here.

2009-10-03T16:58:00.002+08:00

turning operation on this thursday.
bet its gonna be a tough bme.

bad weather at a bad timing!

thank you krys for the shirt (:

2009-09-19T18:00:00.002+08:00

finally, my blog is working.

as the tough gets going, the going gets tough.
Swift & Decisive - Armour

having a 6 day week when booking in on sunday night.
its going to be another hell week.

times seems to pass quite fast,
for me being 1 year in army already.

parents overseas, sister in taiwan.
and, the house is mine. muahaha.

caught gamer this afternoon, not a bad show.
more movies to come.

went to get the doctor to take a look at my ankle, sigh.

catch up with episode 10 last night, and episode 11 happens to be the last episode ):
mandyyy howwww...

Oct 13.

2009-08-29T00:58:00.002+08:00

and finally, they are together.
feeling so unique when she said 求你了 this 3 words.
oh my..

love.keiko/riko

was thinking when should i get my ankle done as well..
sigh and those problems that made me consider and hesitate are exactly the same as his.
because competition is starting and the first game is on sunday at basketball association of singapore...

2009-08-14T23:58:00.004+08:00

ok, i'm so into buzzer beat now. oh noo.

thats how it should feels.

i like her alotttt, she meaty and her hair is so nice.

and at episode 5, the way he hug her, and she hugs back and they hug each other, lol.

that should be the way they express the feelings.

training tmr morning and gonna go see my cousin's game in the afternoon.

then have go back to camp tmr night for the marathon on sunday morning in town. zzz.

first appearance on tuesday,

he will be looking at my performance, so hope everything goes well.

i will be inside.

2009-08-03T00:47:00.002+08:00

ndp last rehearsal was ytd.
we were supposed to be working for ndp, so there should be a claim of transport home right.
because we end work at 1am. so there is only taxi left.
but hell no, no such thing as claim for ndp. wow

i'm having my 2 days off, due to working on saturdays last few weeks for ndp.
so they are replacing our sats now.

i think i'm promoted in my rank, lol. 16 aug?
anyway, complexion are bound to become bad when you are in army.

i have yet to get my double fillet o fish, lol.

The Hangover
The Proposal
G.I Joe

G I R L S G E N E R A T I O N

2009-07-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

just came back from tm, after watching fighting.

it was less interesting than never back down, so alittle disappointed.

had fish & co. for dinner, and met jiarui in the restaurant, haha.

what a coincidence.

mac's seaweed fries and double fillet o fish is back!

because i find 90% of it was crap.
and the 6:1 thing can be pain and hurting.
watch your words.

2009-07-19T18:40:00.002+08:00

was quite busy for the past few weeks, because of ndp.

i watched it twice.

the scene when everyone holds their red/white lighted heart in the night,

it looks so romantic. haha.

schedule is getting tighter.

i'm so dread having this week's schedule.

there is something in my tongue that is so pricking pain,

it is super irritating because it obstruct me in eating, drinking swallowing saliva, singing, etc.

guess i'm going to catch harry potter and fighting next week.

black pearl (:

2009-06-28T01:04:00.002+08:00

no i didn't forget her. haha
she's still there.
hebeee (:

please, don't change her hairstyle.

finally, transformer today.

those actions part is still damn good, just that

this time they gave too many things to let viewers absorb,

just alittle less complicated might be better?

and fortunately, there is transformer 3!

catching transformer with camp mates tmr,

and another one next week with wenhua, zzz.

2009-06-21T21:53:00.005+08:00

yeaaaaa, champion.

had competition this morning,

and..... we got the gold medal, champion for pasir ris west csc.

kwonyuri (:

2009-06-20T01:34:00.003+08:00

was quite a boring day today.
tried to play basketball today, afraid that my injury was still there,
and some how yes.
went down and found out that got competition this sunday, i'm in deep shit if
my ankle condition don't gets better.
and father's day dinner at some hotel again, sick ah.
so i have to choose to attend one on sunday.

there she is (:

just oh god...

2009-06-18T15:21:00.003+08:00

went for singing last night, it was enjoyable (:
picked up xuanmin's dog, romeo at his aunt's house, and brought him with us for supper at
old airport rd, he is so tamed. haha.
end of the day, he poo-ed in the car when xuanmin was parking, lol.

GEEEEE!

i'm so into her.

thinking of going to their concert too, lol.

glad that i went to korea before. haha

2009-06-17T01:03:00.002+08:00

if things don't change, plans for tmr night is to go sing!

saw the transformer tokyo world premiere, oh man.
michael bay is the best director.

caught drag me to hell.
sat at the front 2nd seats, zzz.
the atmosphere during the movie is so funny, but feels nice. haha

caught blood: the last vampire.
not bad, didn't know it was my sassy girl korean actress who acted it.
haha, she is so beautiful in the show.

caught the taking of pelham 123.
below expectations, 12 rounds is still better.

left final destination, fighting, harry potter and transformer.

gym on thursday.

watch me, i'm getting it.

-new divide-

2009-06-13T01:50:00.002+08:00

bang!
and here comes my block leave.

booked an appointment with doctor pang once again at 9.30am later.
sprained my ankle on wed, during summex in jungle. asshole, keep shouting gap gap gap.

what a timing to come with the sprain because i have a game on sunday, still, bring it on.
i'm gonna climb.

this coming movie, transformer means so much to me.
i don't think some one will understand, because i myself don't understand why i feel it this way too, lol.

anyway some things just cock up, but still fixing it and let it be natural.
had a little tiff, but it should be alright.

PC show tmr at suntec after my appointment in the morning.
might go for one movie in the day, and another one later with the other group in the night.

caught monster vs alien in the evening today, 3D!
haha,for $13, zzz.

THX is so great.

had a little short chat with mandyyy!
so nice (:
i will protect you! lol.
don't drag hor, faster go now.

2009-05-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

i'm back from camp once again!
bahh

have to go prepare stuffs for tmr's game.

and i feel time passes faster in army than when we were at bmt.
probably its with different people, because its much more better now with the
people than during bmt.

its getting tougher by each day.

shall rest now, and have a good day tmr!

2009-05-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

got back from ian's house for his birthday celebration today.
i love his attic, nice and cosy.
photos will be updated later.

bedok 85 tmr, bahhh.

i wanna watch terminator salvation & night at the museum 2.

not sure if i should, or take it slow?
its just so different (:

how nice if i'm able to play for 3rd div.

2009-05-10T13:24:00.002+08:00

block leave is coming!

there is a parade on fri evening for our parents, its a parade that indicates
us graduating from our trade course.

battalion skills at arms competition on thursday itself.
gaga, lets work it out ont the next 3 nights to be the top in the whole battalion.

live firing tmr, soc test on wed.

i had another accident during my obstacle course on tuesday.
i fell into the barb wire with my whole body landing into it.

i think its better for me to get the redplate weekend car,
because its much more practical for me as i'm only able to use it during weekends, lol.

had supper with old times at bedok 85 last night.

just as expected, i knew this last week that you didn't change much,
and still sticking with your old bitchy style.
what effing rights you got to have so much restrictions?
so many of us are angry and despise you, so many.

its just sooner or later.

2009-04-27T11:46:00.005+08:00

ha! chicago vs boston 2-2, yea beat boston down.

i'm booking in tonight at 10pm, because of the live firing we had on sat 2 days ago, thats why they replace our sat on monday.

starting to worry, because trade course is going to be over soon.
thats where the really tough part comes..

been doing well in army so far, prefer the current platoon mates then before.

we have to go for overseas training, india, australia and taiwan.
just for the different terrains there, esp india's desert, zzz.

i regretted so much for missing 梁文音 unplugged at the lunar fushion bar after watching the videos in youtube, argh.
i should take an mc for monday so i can attend it on that sunday without booking in, lol.

haha, that is so her.

hyori!

she's still that hot and sexy. haha.
she is so nice!

2009-04-19T11:38:00.002+08:00

its a stay home weekend for me this two days.

i left my wallet in Ian's car on friday night and when i got home he called and asked if i found out that i was missing something, and i said no, nothing ah. lol

i think i was too tired to bother about my own stuff that night because i was having my guard duty on thursday night. yes, my first time.

i kept wondering while i was walking and guarding the whole camp.

it seems quite funny for me, a 19yr old to guard the whole camp, lol.

and it takes 2 hours to just walk 1 round of the whole camp ok. damn it.

imagine how big it is.

they did provide a mini map, but it is not accurate as it is, so..

and there is this route that i can't find, and end up walking into another unit.

then one commander called on to me asking me to go to him, and say this is not the correct route, you cannot walk into other people unit with weapon plus live rounds some more, LOL.

i keep laughing after i walked out of the unit.

dreams..

i had quite a few dreams this week, around 2-3?

all the dreams i had is about mandy.

damn it, that shows that you are really going to leave for japan?

uh oh, sigh.

2009-04-05T14:09:00.002+08:00

caught 12 rounds last week, its was good.
waiting for fast and furious, terminator salvation, wolverine origin, and transformer, haha.

got my appointment in my unit last week, oh man.
wonder if its good or bad, i think both.

black canyon for dinner last night.
ooh i like the black pepper sauce beef pasta, the beef was so soft.
mandy likes the black pepper sauce too, haha.

good that huihuang also noticed mandy became a better person,
like what he said, mandy has became more tamed down.
i thought i was the only one who noticed it, lol.
but her sleeping and waking up timing still mixed up, haha.

take care and recover soon, mandy!

training this morning, feels so good to be playing this game again.
can't wait for DA to merge with pasir ris west team.

how six songs collide, this song is nice.
and nobody (rainstone remix), but i can't download it from anywhere.
help meee..

2009-03-17T15:25:00.003+08:00

i'm having my 1 week block leave right now.

its not going to be a happy week for me..

i guess i'm just a failure, fail to lead and teach.
my good intentions were seen as bad ones.
or maybe i execute the wrong way, therefore problems occur.

but i just don't understand how can that be, because
i've been through and done that, the same way, even in a worst phase.

i admit i have very high expectations for myself and also for you both.

but is it wrong to have high expectations for you both, when i know you both can do more than what you are doing. just that you both need some pushing.

i did put myself in your shoes once in awhile, but what about you guys?

you think about it yourself, and ask if you are suppose to be in this standard,
because you are able to be in a higher level.

why would i waste my time on people if i know they can't make it.
from the bottom of your heart, honestly feel and ask yourself, if you really did made alot of mistakes.

in this situation, there is no right.
both of us are wrong, and have faults.

anyway, sorry.

moodless without any soul.

2009-03-05T10:19:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK FROM FIELD CAMP AT TEKONG!!
weee.. finally this is over. i'm just left with 24km.

the 5D4N is ......

got home sick, heat rash, knee injury, back pain at one go. lol

can't wait to meet up with friends, and waiting for the IT fair to arrive next week,
thats when i can get myself a mp3 too, argh.

gonna catch Marley & Me!
waited for this show since last year dec.

He's Just Not That Into You!
&
Push!

when when when?

2009-02-01T16:37:00.002+08:00

gone case.

this time its shit time.

nobody's gonna understand how i'm feeling,
because my mp3 is LOST.
together with my that earpiece laaaa.

F it.

i'm going so...

2009-02-01T02:57:00.001+08:00

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-01-24T01:22:00.002+08:00

basket, nobody wants to watch red cliff 2.

6 weeks, and POP for me!
wahaha.

i managed to get the disc, but no free items.
her songs are nice, her mv are unique.

going back to camp on tuesday night.

i didn't get any new clothes for this chinese new year, haha.
ah i don't mind la, anything, but parents keep nagging.
i don't have the time laaa.

gotten counselling in camp, zzz.
its not those interview kind. lol.
aiya, hard to say la.

misses..

2009-01-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

hey oh hey oh hey oh,
happy 2009! happy new year!

people says i look slimmer than before, i also feels so, but why my weight still stays the same?

lots of people says we will changed after completing the 2 years of ns, for now, i can only feel that the tolerance and endurance level will be increased for individuals.

got to have a very high tolerance and endurance level inside.

discipline wise, hmm... will changed to be more disciplined but for me and the guys in the group i don't think really have that much effect on us, because we are considered quite a disciplined person already, compared to other people that happens to be quite rowdy.

oh ya, standard requirements, they are very particular about timings.
being exactly on the spot is not good enough, you have to be early. lol
and they don't round off timings, like 3. 22pm, they won't say it as 3.25pm.

can't say much already, because its confidential.
and we will be charged if they found out that we leaked something.

i just had another hair cut on monday, zzz.
short enough already still cut.

oh and the food there is alright, our group of guys are able to accept it from what i see.
only those spoilt brats will pick problems about the food there.

considering overseas studies after ns.
still planning, so see how la.

i want to meet and see some particular friendssssss

梁文音 album, zzzzzzzzz.
everywhere sold out.

2008-12-12T01:09:00.000+08:00

few couple of hours away.
i didn't bring hp charger or extra battery for my phone, so i just hope that it last.
haha

and i can't find my swimming pants, damn it.

anyway take care
i going to be tan tan tan man.
back to those days.

12.12.08
梁文音 album is out.
nice day~ haha, choose the same day ah. lol.

as for you, irritater, lol what a word.
you just have to win in everything huh,
why are you so afraid of losing?
but sad to say, everybody loses at times.

you put on a great show, its just sooner or later that
your curtains will be closed, so just take a damn bow
and leave your stage, because some of the audience
knows how the whole play goes
its just a matter of time.

because you look so dumb right now
please, just cut it out
you really had us going
that was very entertaining

don't you know that no one ever wins over us.
lets just play on.

oh i miss you alot, liz dear.
and the show is nice by the way, haha.
take care ok, take care.
thanks for the post, much appreciated (:
just can't bear.

bye guys,
bye wenbin, you know.
yea what a bond.

2008-12-10T10:51:00.002+08:00

here are the photos taken on sat.
sorry for the late update, uploading of photos is a problem.
met up and have supper with nice people, on last sat.

梁文音 album <爱的诗篇> will be out on 12.12.08

lol, but i'm still going to get it somehow.

geek in the pink by jason mraz

listen to this please, he have a video performing in korea.

go watch it in youtube.

just type geek in the pink and its the 2nd video.

nice ok.

although its been out for quite long, because its in his first album.

and, Happy Holidays to you people!

christmas is one hell of a great holiday.

i just love this day the most.

what about you guys?

which holidays you love the most?

2008-12-01T23:09:00.003+08:00

nonsense domestic affairs.

i don't really appreciate the comfort of having a family, i prefer being alone then having a family for companionship, because i have zero tolerance towards my family. i get irritated or pissed of easily by them.

its just, things don't go right with them around, kind of different lifestyle from parents.
i love having meals with friends, but i dread having meals with parents, i don't know why. i don't have the appetite when i'm going dinner with parents.

i love 8am - 6pm without father coming home from work in between this time and with mother at work.
i love 10.30pm - 1am where i can enjoy my quiet night in my chilling room without parents coming in to my room.

to conclude, i dislike 6pm -10pm, where most probably they will be around.

wish to just skipped this routine, and reach the age of 20+, where i'm able to rent an apartment for myself, working and studying at the same time or so. where friends can simply come.

sigh, but still, all ships have problems.
why they name it ship?
i guess its because every ship has its obstacle, and the obstacle is when they are on the sea, having those rough waves coming by now and then. and this is to see how we are going to handle when there is rough waves.

yes, after getting through rough waves together as a whole crew on board, the crew or team would have stronger bond. but what if some crews don't cooperate?

ah, just some of my thoughts in my room with dim lights and bossa nova music.
the place where i can talk or vent some of my unhappiness in,
when there is no one to listen to you.
the lack of something.

kbox?
shake head, because i don't think it will be successful.

get a new life

2008-11-30T15:03:00.000+08:00

i have to get a new spects for army, what should i choose?

i will be taking my napfa test on this wed at some stadium. i don't have to worry about the 2.4km run anymore because i have running trainings in pasir ris west team, haha.

i'm only concerned with my pull ups, though i can do 8 during those times in coral, but the diff in my weight and back in coral's is about 15kg.
yes, so i'm 15kg heavier, thats why i have difficulties to pull this heavy body up.

and, if i get a silver or gold, i might be enlisting for ns 4 weeks later instead of 12dec. so it will be like in early jan?
but i think chances are low even though i got a silver or gold, because they says they need about 2 weeks to process. sigh, if only i take it few weeks back.

anyway, if i'm able to go in 4 weeks later, i might be going to denmark and sweden in the 2nd week of dec.
i'm just tagging along with my uncle who has a meeting there, and i will go travel around when he is having meeting. just hope that people there understands english. lol.

when is 梁文音 album going to be released????
its end of nov already, damn it.
faster please, before 12dec.

2008-11-24T23:04:00.000+08:00

breeze are light, jazz are soft.

dined at cafe' cartel this evening, and i happen to found out that their menu list is quite good actually. its a nice place to hang out with friends.

attended the last drum lesson i had today. gonna miss jamming so much.

yet to visit aunt jenny, shall fix a time in a while.

23 nov.

had a great day ytd, nice dinner although it was short and simple.
i just love subway.

i met woon yah at downtown ytd, so excited to see her although i didn't express it out.
oh god, i just miss her so much remembering those times that we had when we were still in coral.

the big thing was in the lounge. had drinks and cake there.
lounge there was still the best, i just simply love it.

Olivia Ong
i can't wait to introduce her to people out there!
anyone else know who she is?
potentially talented.
check her out in youtube guys.

recommended songs by her.
-sometimes when we touch
-fly me to the moon
-L.O.V.E
-lovefool

oh, she sang apologize at esplanade few months back.
don't be surprised, she is a singaporean (:

2008-11-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

after all, its the same old thing.
i always knew that things wouldn't turn out that way, but i still lift my hopes that high, always thinking that yes it would be the way. and always just before the day or on the day itself, i get 'oh, i not going leh' or 'eh, i can't go leh' or 'i going out, not going'.

its alright, though.
maybe to some people, i do have alot of time left.
they might think, or today cannot, next week then.
next week sure can, sure come.
when its next week, oh i can't leh, today got this this this got that that that.
then followed by next week, next week can, sure come.

and the whole procedure repeats again and again.

because now i'm feeling so...

2008-11-19T01:02:00.001+08:00

hello :)

i have been staying home most of the times these few days. don't really feel like going out on weekdays, another reason is because most of my friends will be having school almost everyday.

i'm alittle free, because i'm trying to rush finish watching the 10 season friends series.
the feeling will be different when it comes to and end, because i've been starting and end my every day for this 2 months by watching friends as soon as i woke up and before i go to bed. lol
i love the way the 6 of them are living together for these 10 seasons.
just can't bear to see that it ends at season 10 and thats the end...

i can't wait for the hanging out at the lounge in early december with friends.

after all these 'can't waits' arrived, it would be so near to 12dec, haha.

i wonder what it would be like after completing 2 years of ns.
would everything still be the same like having those friends, totally different, or better?
hmm...

my groin hurts 2 days in a row after having basketball.
i don't know why, lol.
but heck it, because i'm still gonna go for basketball this friday :)

movieesssssss....
i want to go the the cinema, watch lots of shows.
any shows will do, lol.
but especially quarantine and twilight.
when when when?

2008-11-03T22:23:00.001+08:00

with palms facing up, clench both fist, and knock twice on each other. that is for you.

there are a number of things i hope to be done before i'm going to be on another road!
hmm.. feel like going for at least one kbox before dec, watched quarantine, some basketball games with friends, meet up for chats and looking at how is everyone so far, hmm... and a few more....

i'm gonna be enjoying myself after this friday which is last day of exams.
get over it and just simply enjoy for 1 month without anything obstructing my way.

hugs

2008-10-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

oh man, i missed to catch eagle eye in the theatres, sigh.

exam are around the corner. get me fully into it man.
get over with this for a week or so, and its over once again.

oh, the FRIENDS series, its so damn cozy and warm.
i know i'm slow to catch, but i'm at season 7 already, finish all 10 soon.
i want to live in new york!

is my weight too heavy for my knees or what?
sickening kneeeeesssss..

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out on you =)

If you were to jump off a bridge, i wouldn't jump with you, i would be at the bottom to catch you.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

The best kind of friend is the kind that you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you have ever had.

How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to.

2008-10-19T02:35:00.001+08:00

had quite a tiring day walking in town this afternoon.
went to far east to look for my friend's shop name STAGE, but failed, the four of us can't find, lol.

then went down to taka bought some bought some clothes at the atrium sale along with gavin, chanleng and jon, but jon didn't get anything for himself.
walked around, and headed up to kino!
yes, i finally managed to buy the book that i want! oh man, been waiting for so long.
i felt disappointed at first, when i search the title of the book that i wanted through the computer in kino, and the computer said no search found.

so i decided to manually search for it, and jon found my book later on, ha!
felt so relieved okay.

then went to bugis by taking bus 7 at orchard.
wow, this bus. lol

packed like that is the only bus in singapore, haha.
there is beeping sound when we were in the bus, and i asked gavin, what sound is that? is it the overweight sensor? then he said he think so, haha, because i think so too.

alighted at bugis bus stop, was telling them this bus must have earned quite alot, because of the constant beeping of tapping of the card, like lasted for how long man.

anyway, the main thing we went to bugis is..
for gavin to find the bag that he saw, but after reaching right in front of the bag, he doesn't wants to get it. and we said that after such a squeezy tough bus trip down to bugis, and you told us that you don't want to get it?
haha, just disturbing him. then headed to rest outside shaw, sat down on the carpet in one corner and have a short laughing chat.

then continued to burger king for dinner, then walked through bugis street.
oh, gavin bought alot there.
at the end of the day, me and gavin spend about 100 in total.
nice day we had, although it was tiring (:

alright man, lets stop here and rest for the day, for we are going to have bbq tmr evening!
see you guys tmr, have a calm night everyone.

2008-10-15T01:29:00.002+08:00

i'm going to talk and show some photos that happened on saturday that my sister held her 21st birthday celebration in this post.

but first i'm showing photos that were taken in kbox on 14th Oct, on her birthday.

yup thats all, next would be photos on saturday's celebration.

its at some place that has a live band, just some light instrument along instead of those heavy ones. yah, so lets view those photos (:

my sister's boyfriend present her the flower.

my cousins.

my aunt and uncle.

sister's friend

aishan & sophia.

sister's friend cum being a neighbour for so long.

sister's working office colleague.

haha, yea those were the birthday cakes.

i wasn't sure how many cup cakes were there.

okay, then there was a minor incident that is so funny.

these are the pictures taken by my cousin when we were in the middle of the situation.
i will show it from the start.

i was playing this small pool table with my uncle.

then i hit the white ball out of the table into a patch of grass just beside the table.

then my uncle came to help me look for it.

then my another uncle came to help.

then *poof* suddenly so many! i was laughing when i saw this photo.

then we finally found it when the waiter in orange shirt came.

haha, so funny. one of my cousin was happily snapping pictures away while we were finding.

more pictures...

yup, thats about it.

way too many pictures to upload all.

anyway, happy 21st! to my sister.

2008-10-09T09:27:00.000+08:00

had been wanting to go these 3 places for a very long time. Night Safari, Zoo and Underwater World!! but it seems like nobody would be interested to go. sigh.

had the new macro for economics, and most of us find it heavy after every lecture.
jiarui, i think you were born for economics instead of accounts, haha.

sister's 21st birthday celebration this sat when her birthday is on 14th.
gonna be at some place where she booked and invited 70+ people.
and mother's birthday is on 18th.

xuanmin's bbq would be on 19th.
thats so cool and nice of you xuanmin, because i didn't get to see cookie and jolie for a very long time. hahaha.
eh xuanmin, i want more food please.

2008-10-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

just did a practice match ytd evening. guess i work alittle over that causes a strain pain in my right ankle. going to school soon, and had to rush back before 6.30pm.
there is a match tonight at 8pm. yea, i hope everything will be fine, just let me feel the explosiveness tonight.

oh, connected was great, worth watching.

2008-09-23T23:50:00.002+08:00

oh gosh, i felt pricking pain from my knee when i was walking home after drum lesson ytd night.
i practically limped home all the way, but i still managed to get milk from the store nearby my place.
i think its because of me walking up and down in tampines mall & century square.

all because of pursuing that only phone that caught my eye so far.
it sounds funny, but yea, my mother was kind of rushing me to change my phone.
and that phone was kind of extinct now, as all the people from the 3 telecoms in sg said that they are not taking in any more of that stock.
so i told my mother to give me a few more days to decide on one.

but just today i was at whitesands with my mother, and we walked by a shop and enquire about the phone.
the sales guy was nice and friendly. he told us that we are able to buy that phone, and he can helped me to order.
but the only problem is that the phone can only be purchased by itself instead of going it with a plan or something, that probably makes it much cheaper.

sigh, problematic.
but after a moment, my parents talked to me and they said that i can get the phone if i want, i just have to pay it myself.
its not a problem. but just thinking it thr. what do you think, gracie?

kbox on wed, lets sing till dawn!
haha, its just an expression :D

i feel alittle weird, hmm.

another thing is,
you don't have to care what he comments about you
and you don't have to do things to suit him,
because you might hurt yourself by doing so.
anyway, its over for a very long time. and i'm glad that you are fine with it :)
just take good care of yourself, and be what you are now! :D

2008-09-20T22:11:00.004+08:00

we had our first match today at bedok sports hall.

unfortunately we lost the first one.

credits goes to our team photographer, although his camera ain't that good.

thanks for the photographs.

Coach was angry.

on our way back home in our team bus!!

that was my hand! haha.

don't know look like what. haha, damn funny.

especially with the lightings, so matching.

2008-09-17T11:56:00.002+08:00

hi guys! these are the pictures during jon's late birthday celebration.
take the pictures from here, if not very troublesome to send around.

HEART ATTACK!

Happy Birthday Jon!

2008-08-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

i feel that i'm irritating at times, hmmm..
i'm just worried, hmmm... never mind.
maybe i cause irritation.

2008-08-26T11:13:00.000+08:00

watch this video, especially the middle part.

i like the girl at the last part when he is lying down on her lap, on the bench, she look so nice there.

2008-08-17T22:43:00.001+08:00

fickled minded?
on and off?

you. its been so many years. why still show that you are waiting for her when it doesn't seems so from any angle. it seems that you will only call for her to appear when you are feeling lonely, or needs some company when you can't find a single friend or any other entertainment. and after she appear infront of you, you seems to find it a burden to send her home. make a good impression to everybody, its not only making a good impression infront of her because that doesn't seems to work. you have to show and prove it to everyone and most importantly she herself that you can and you are able to take good care of her, and not just by those nice faithful words of yours, because faithful shows through actions instead of being faithful through words.

and you. it so extra or calefare for you to enter her boundary now la and it seems so ridiculous. there is no way you are going to get her, because i don't allow. if you say that you have no intention or motives to achieve something then why declare that now when you don't wish to have something. so, just get out of here and don't fool around with her. she don't have so much feelings to care, share and spread it out to everyone. you are just a traffic light on the road that suddenly turns red. so she will just most probably stop there for awhile, and continue with the journey after it turns green. this changes very quickly, so don't bug her anymore about your stupid feelings.

and you, the most hurting one so far... i don't like it when you make her going up and down alright. because it doesn't seems funny at all doing that. why bring her all the way high up then drop her down that allows her to reach the bottom within few seconds? its a very simple procedure actually, if yes you decided that you want then just go ahead and progress furthur into it. if no just stay as friends and don't give any hope la! if you know that you are not the responsible type then don't do or say anything that needs you to be responsible for, because some words or action that you gave meant some thing. just say you are not interested or explain some things to clear the situation, i'm sure you know at least there is something going on, so don't pretend that you are so innocent and don't know anything at all. it can be very tiring for the person to go up high and down all the time, some people can't take it, so watch what you are doing. at least give her a status like good friend or close friend, let her feel secure and assured la. you can bring girls up high and down again thats not my problem, but of all people you choose, i'm sorry to say that you chose the wrong one.

you are able to go through this because i know.
you just need some time to heal some things.
you know that i will always be there for you, no matter what time is it
even if a day got 25hours or 48hours, it doesn't make a difference
because i will be there no matter what time it is.
let it out and stop the rain after that. some don't deserve those rain water of yours.
even if it rains or thunderstorm when you are raining, i will be there sheltering you with an umbrella, just beside you :)

2008-07-23T00:16:00.001+08:00

it shows a kind of status when a shot from kobe needs 4 guys to get near him.

many kinds emotions that is expressed on court.

2008-07-21T23:10:00.001+08:00

pull the string and i will be there,
let it go and i will be left behind.
how come the feeling is like that?
when you need me, pull the string,
when you don't need anymore,
let it go and left me at a place that i'm unfamiliar with.

more or less
it does cut so deep
it hurts down to my soul

2008-07-20T00:12:00.002+08:00

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
depends? if the other half have feelings for me too.

2. What do you want to do now?
being enclosed in some high quality music sound system, and drown me with all the songs, music and instrument.

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
i'm watching movies alone at home at 6pm, infact i have been movies the whole day today from 1pm to 12.15am.

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
if they did something wrong, and i always talk reason to them, lol.
so i think my friends hate me more.

5. Where do you wish to die?
on an indoor air-conditioned basketball court.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes, because i saw it quite afew times already.

7. What impossible things you wish to do?
be an nba player.

8. Your most sensitive part?
side of the stomach and thighs when people press them.

9. Are you happy with your life now?
quite alright, at least i kind of stabled my education life already.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
lets wait till this crush appears, but i will go for the outing.

11. Describe your other half.
just goes along with the heart and feelings.

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
misunderstandings and wrong decisions in life.

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
definitely. want it by words or actions?

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
nothing much, still got to go school everyday.

15. The most important thing in your life.
loved ones and basketball.

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
the one that able to analyze things, point out several problems, and calming me down.

17. Do you find life meaningless?
so far, yes.

18. Who do you love the most?
so far the only thing that stands by me all the while, basketball.

19. What's the most gross thing you've done?
did i do something gross before? i'm not sure.

20. What's your greatest wish?
be a basketball player, as a career, and, put the half of my picture back into me.

21. The sweetest thing you ever did for someone.
did i? no one confronted me yet.

i'm quite surprised to realise that there is some unexpected friends that has been viewing my blog all these while. just so surprising. not just for once, but quite often.
alvin, jonathan chia, xuanmin.
i know, because they asked me questions. lol
any other friends that are viewing my blog too? hahas.

2008-07-04T23:01:00.005+08:00

curious to know how things will be going on first day of school, monday.
most probably i'll be the youngest or the same age as afew.

actually its quite simple
either this side or that side.
its just tmr
see how? see till when?

i'm sorry

i don't understand some things.

if my eyes can only keep one thing left, that will be you (:

where am i?

eyes hurt..

2008-07-01T22:40:00.000+08:00

went to get some things today.
visit vivo's, suntec's, citylink's, tampines mall's and whitesands, adidas shop today just to get the pair of shoe for my cousin. nonsense, lol.

saw a celebrity at suntec, he is sitting down waiting for the filming to start i guess, about some Cenosis thing i think.

i controlled myself the whole day, lol. controlling not to tell him anything about it yet. he and his stupid questions, but i resisted the temptations to it. haha.

i kep imagine diff scenes, this and that.
why? i don't know.
but it feels so comfortable, lol.
its beautiful.

2008-06-30T22:40:00.004+08:00

afraid; when the day comes.
(don't link with the bottom day)

July 3rd, Thursday

Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel

Outram Park, 6.45pm

2008-06-28T12:26:00.000+08:00

here are the photos of ytd's night meeting.

cheers!

2008-06-28T02:44:00.001+08:00

finally its the last day, i need some rest before getting start with the things that i need to.
its rock n roll time.

sorry guys, photos up tmr, its too late.

i can't take to see your face

没人心疼得黑夜

with those tears running down your cheeks

脸颊两行咸咸的泪水

too hard to fake it, nothing can replaced it

人潮中怕是失散所以轻轻拉你的手

i still can't forgive

一刻不放松不放松

my mind wasn't together with me

我会在哪个角落

this is how attractive you are

想你的时间不够用

i'm sorry

2008-06-24T19:05:00.001+08:00

3 more days of work, and i'll be so free for one whole week, what shall i do.

just so worried and protective..
because, in the first place its mine.

2008-06-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

Speak when you are angry and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret.

haha, i saw this from a book, quite true yea.

i still like this photo alot,

just, so natural.

plus this, i'm not talking about the 2 person.

2008-06-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

as what i expected my performance today is bad, body can't really move.

i'm really sorry, i felt your disappointment from your back when you are walking back, i know you are waiting for me to talk to you, but..., i'm in the midst of the match. i felt bad too, even if you didn't blog about it.

2008-06-11T23:00:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks, hang in there man.

hope tmr and friday's activity would be good.

-when it is dark enough, you can see the stars.-

get the meaning?

2008-06-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

i don't feel like working anymore, i'm feeling very very tired and sick of it.
knocking off after work suppose to be happy and energetic, but when i'm in my father's car, my head kept dropping.

i want stop working and have enough rest, i've got many things to do.
prepare things for school, start training for selections, catch up with friends.... etc.

The Makena on this friday, hope we can have some nice chats on thursday night.
can't wait to see cookie on friday.

panda watching panda tmr night at tm.

the weather tonight just suits the mood
i'm full of spikes, sorry if i poked anyone.
just need the right guy to clear off the me now...

hug

2008-05-25T00:28:00.001+08:00

swim! swim! swim!

went to swim at The Makena today.
when we reached there, the weather is so nice to cook us alive.
all thanks to xuanmin planning to go at that kind of timing, haha, but its alright.

waited for the weather to cool down abit before we really get into the pool.
the security guards there doesn't seem to be friendly when they speak, bad impression.

Jon & Alvin

Me & Alvin

Alvin with the middle finger

i like Alvin's action, its nice.

there was actually 4 guys but the splash seems to cover them

completely and only left Alvin's head.

Ah Tun

Jon

Xuanmin & Jon

looking for something?

meditating by the pool side

doing by the pool side

Poodle!!

his name is cookie.

Ah Tun left earlier because he got something on.

And at the end of the day.

2008-05-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

i received my check up letter and i have to go for it next month.

anyway, this is kembangan's cc.

i like the structure, the way they built it.

this is the main entrance i guess. infront of it is a terrace or bungalow, i'm not sure. but that house is very nice, and i can't imagine if i'm the one staying there. it will so damn convenience for me to go for basketball, anytime, because there is not gate. haha.

went over to my aunt's condo to have dinner there, as well as i'm having family gathering there.

after dinner, sat at the pool side chatting. gavin and alvin used that chair.

alvin must be very tired, haha.

he was telling us his story when we were there :)

can't wait for sat. wanna do some therapy or rehab exercise in the pool.

2008-05-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!

this is what she gets, it is delivered to her office, haha.

slipped down at punggol during a game, because of my shoe, which the base is frictionless to the ground. i've been looking for a new one, but i can't find the colour i want. by hook or by crook i must get a new pair, if not i would be down on sat's game. yea, this is the one.

She always calm me down.

2008-05-09T01:12:00.000+08:00

work is tiring, very tiring. i need to exercise more instead of staying in the office with air conditioned surrounding for at least 5 days per week. if this goes on, my progress in sports will be decreasing fast.

dinner at Noble restaurant to celebrate Mother's day in advance with all my relatives. That restaurant was great, buffet style ordering. there's a grand piano infront beside the stage, haha.

This was taken during wenbin's 18th birthday. just felt like putting it up.

There are blind corners in each one of us that we constantly miss, only a fresh pair of eyes will help to uncover those trouble spots.

here it begins...

A rich man once said to a friend, "Why is everybody always criticising me for being miserly, when everyone knows I have made provisions to leave everything I possess to charity when i die?"

"Well," said the friend, "let me tell you about the pig and the cow. The pig was lamenting to the cow one day about how unpopular he was. 'People are always talking about your gentleness and your kind eyes, ' said the pig. 'Sure you give milk and cream, but I give even more. I give bacon and ham - I give bristles, and the even pickle my fee! Still nobody likes me. Why is this?'

The cow thought for a minute and then said, 'Well, maybe it's because I give while i'm still living.'

If there are good words to be said or good deeds to be done, now is the time to do it, while you are still living or you may live to regret it.

The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

2008-05-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

i don't like the way it is now. its so boring.

In a world of problems and pain, we need more listeners than talkers. People in need of help need to be listened to more than being talked at.

A boy was teaching his parrot to talk:
Boy: Parrot, repeat after me, 'i can walk.'
Parrot: I can walk.
Boy: I can talk.
Parrot: I can talk.
Boy: I can fly.
Parrot: That's a lie.

Even a parrot can tell if you are telling a lie. 'A little lie is like a little pregnancy - it doesn't take long before everyone knows.'

The penguin flies backwards because he doesn't care to see where he's going, but wants to see where he's been.

The past is a good place to visit, but i wouldn't want to live there.

2008-05-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

i want to go for spine and waist transplant.

A man bragged about his homing pigeon. It flew home, no matter where he released it. The man bragged about it so much that his friend decided to throw him a challenge. A bet was made that the pigeon wouldn't come back from a place this friend would take him to.

The friend then took the bird 2000 miles away from the owner's home. But the friend played dirty and cut the pigeon's wings to seal its fate.

One year later, the pigeon owner was sitting in his house when there was a knock on the door. He opened it only to find his pigeon standing outside. The man held the pigeon up in his arms and started to pat him all over.

The pigeon said, "Be careful! Be careful! My feet hurt!"

- The story of the pigeon teaches us that even if we can't fly, we can still walk. Perseverance pays, so press on. Don't give up; don't be discouraged because it's often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock.

2008-05-02T23:23:00.007+08:00

back at home?

Terminal 3's dinner for today. i didn't know that the train can lead to Terminal 3 directly until chanleng told me that he sat the smrt train and it leads him to there. shimin also told me that the train can't reach there yet. but its alright, at least now we know.

split into 2 groups for dinner, one at Popeye and the other at food court after we walked through Earl's Swensen and Crystal Jade. the prices at the food court was way too different from the normal one, the rental fee there should be very very high.

after dinner liz took pictures with all of us, one by one. her dressing today gives out a kind of comfortable feeling, like clean and sunshine girl feel plus her braces haha. told you your hair is nice la. bus took all of use home seperately then.

here's a short story.

A little bird was flying south for the winter. The weather was so cold; the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field. While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it. As the frozen bird lay in the pile of cow dung, it began to feel the warmth. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. The cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate it!

- Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.
- Not everyone who gets you out of the shit is your friend.
- When you are in deep shit, keep your mouth shut.

2008-04-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

work is tough and tiring to the extend. argh.

alright

Phoenix Suns 1 - San Antonio Spurs 3

disappointed results.
hope that they will expand throughout the next few important games.

NOH must win, DALLAS must lose. lol.

please be this way, if not its not exciting.

1st May! Ball session with the guys, playing at bedok yea.
18 May! might be playing at some other places.
quite a long time since we had it together man.
come faster 1st may.

i feel that my body age is older than what i am now.
it seems like its about 35yrs and above.
hang on there body, still long way to go.

2008-04-09T01:51:00.000+08:00

alright, jon had a long talk with me last night, asking for advice asking me what should he do about this particular problem he had. its not the first time you are asking me for advice, and its not the first time i council you. i'm very sure that everyone, every one, will get to meet their hardest time, just that it depends on what are you thinking and what actions you are going to take. i learnt alot of things from other people, in shows and real life situation. thats why i learn how to handle many things quite well. you just have to put yourself in the victim's position, get to feel it instead of just looking at it. therefore, i hope that you will make the right decision after i talk to you so much last night, giving you examples and what i've been throught too. because you yourself still get to hold on to the final decision.

i strongly recommend this variety show, 超级星光大道.
if you don't understand why, you will just feel that, oh its just a singing competition only, or you might feel that, the people inside can sing or sing very well or the person is pretty or handsome. but no, its not all these. some of the main things is that you get to see how much they went through, what preparation did they do, the comments that people and the judge gave. i'm trying to say that its very realistic, it does make alot of sense and it is very reasonable at times. i can say that this show is filled with quite alot of psychology concept. it goes right into the heart, the main part of it, the brain of everything. so if you have any difficulties in your growing stage or your own life, you can try watching this show, not just one or two episode, but keep up with the programme. there is ups and downs. people do turnover matters when they failed, and stand back up right where they belong to. i'm just giving some advice, hope you all will understand what i'm trying to say.

2008-03-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

its been quite a long time.
who can have a taste of this feeling, when you don't have any school infront of you, when you don't have a proper road ahead of you? who will wants to have an unsatisfied one whole full year, living boringly when your dear friends have new friends at school, new hot topics with their new classmates and doing great things with them? if you get to taste all these, you will treasure any school deeply if they gave you the opportunity to enter. say i'm unlucky? because course vacancies are occupied and overwhelming response of a school vacancies?
actually there is nothing new in me, i still have my same friends, just that i can't really reach out to anyone because i can understand that they have a new journey to walk through, new things to entertain to, and.. i can't possibly hold them back. for the sake of me. nobody likes to be left behind, left alone, nobody. i'm getting tired of this kind of dead life, my parents thought i love it, thought i got no heart in books. but actually i long very another level, want to study some brand new things, interested in number of courses, unlike the past with some disliking subjects. the urge of getting into a surrounding, desperation for more realistic education, which involves in daily life, a jump away from primary and secondary education system. they don't understand, they just don't. i've tried, did first appeal, second appeal, even continued with third appeal, went down to schools personally, but still, they said it is filled up. what should i do? can anyone lead me? drag me out of this hole, and put me on a new ground. sadness over happiness in the inside, happiness over sadness on the outside. this road is rough and plain, its not nice. the older it is, the more things to worry about, hais. i don't like the feeling the way it is right now. please leave.

i just
don't feel
so good

2008-03-15T00:52:00.000+08:00

"Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do." - John Wooden

"Ask not what you team mates can do for you. Ask what you can do for your team mates."
- Magic Johnson

"Even when i'm old and grey, i won't be able to play it, but i'll still love the game."
- Michael Jordan

Rebounding is 25% skill and 75% hunger.

The team that controls the board; controls the game.

goodnight

2008-03-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

lose all just for one?

boy, i'm telling you, its not worth it.

you old enough but your mind is not 18. pathetic.

2008-02-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

can't wait to play during chalet!
few more weeks to go, come come.

yet to watch L the movie, heard from people that its nice and there are some funny parts.
AND,
STEP UP 2 - the streets. awww... this got to be so much nicer than Stomp The Yard.
should be nicer than the show Honey, i think it would be a damn nice show. yea!

yet to found my skates, think will be getting it this week.
thrown away my previous one because it is spoilt, so yea looking for another one.
just can't wait to skate, argh.

skate! skate! skate!
not sure if i'm going to join next month SNS, journey is 3 hours long i guess.
but i think it will be fun!